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Apparently Sammy accidentally used my deviantart for a day. (I never logged it off her computer.) So I apologize if there was any comments sent out that didn't make sense. She warned me she might of done some comments or favorite-ing.

But yeah that's it.

Oh and I just watched that movie Alice on the sci-fi channel. It was soooooo cool. Yay Wonderland spin offs.

What the hell does my title mean? Its the name of characters from various stories that I am working on (or should be working on). I feel like I'm finding my muse again. Thank goodness too or I'll go crazy waiting to either turn eighteen or move somewhere else.

The in-between is always the worse you know? I'm stuck in my grandma's house, miserable and wishing I could do something productive. Well something more productive other then playing house-wife. I'm so sick of just cleaning all the time and picking up after people. So I've given myself a goal... write as much as I can right now. Cause once I turn eighteen I'll barely have time for it.

Now, my latest little project. For now it's titled as War of the Wicked. That'll probably change unless people like it. O_o The main character is Xavier Raidale. Or also known as Snipe by his co-workers. He's the lazy ass that sits back and kills things from afar while everyone else endangers themselves. Haha. XD But anyways... I'm writing this story in first person, journal style. Something new for me. Let's see how it goes.

Then there's Conner Rowan. He's not actually mine. He belongs to Sammy for our lab rp. We've been writing it forever. He was really an a** at the beginning but he's rubbed off on me. Now I love his a** and couldn't live without it. Too bad I'm killing him now for plot purposes.

Lastly, Tony. Oh my beloved Tony. He belongs to my novel that I've finished. I'm suppose to write the sequel. But ever since I lost most my data thanks to a virus I've lost the will to write it. Maybe I just need to wait then go back to it? I dunno but I'm pissing off my fans that read the first one. O_o My mum is ready to kill me for taking so long, haha.

So I'm depressed. Normally I don't rant on here when I get like this... but shit has been too hard to handle. Everyone is busy hanging with each other, so last resort... I rant on here. Hopefully I have enough time.

So why am I depressed, may you ask? Well I'll list my lil woes to you.
~ My family has lost two houses within the last two years.
~ My mum got fired from her first job.
~ My mum buys a business (hell knows why) and the previous owner sabotages our rent, trying to get us to give back the business even after paying for it. She was the most vile woman I ever met, and a b**** of a land lady.
~ We loose the business and my mum falls into a depression.
~ Bills pile up in my family since my mum is out of a job.
~ Now, we can't even afford the rent at the house we were at.
~ We're suppose to be out by the end of this month
~ A week ago, the electricity and the water turned off in that house while we're trying to pack. This makes it almost impossible to do much there.
~ We find out the electrical box is broken, yet the land lady refuses to let a technician fix it. She owns the home so they can't do anything without consent. She PURPOSELY leaves us without electricity for God knows what reason. (Why do we have such bad luck with Land Ladies? I think they hate my mum or something. I'm sure this must be something illegal. We're not suppose to be out yet.)
~ Even though we payed our water bill, the Land Lady asked to have our water shut off. (F***ing b****. Please tell me that's illegal dang it! If only we could afford a lawyer.) Now we can't wash the dishes in our house so we can pack them.
~ We have to move into my grandparents' home now.
~ I'm sharing a small bedroom with BOTH my sisters who don't know how to clean.
~ My poor dogs and cat are left at my old house we're moving out of with no air conditioning.
~ My grandmother is allergic to pets so we have to get rid of them. (I refuse to put them in the pound)
~ Every possible person who could take them and I trusted... they've all had reasons they couldn't in the end. I don't have a home yet for any of them.
~ Thinking about getting rid of the pets kills me inside. Having to put them in the pound might actually do it though.
~ I can't graduate highschool, and I feel like a failure because of it. Oh how far I've fallen from straight A's and honor classes.
~ My mum is depressed, my dad is angry, and I feel like I'm falling apart.
~ I can't get a job cause I have no highschool diploma, nor can I get one. (My only hope is a GED eventually.)
~ Every F***ing hope I've had has plummeted into nothing. Everything is falling apart.

I wonder... how the hell am I suppose to make it on my own, if even my parents can't manage it.
Why is it so hard right now?

Pain:
So I've been in a lot of pain... particularly in my small joints. Wonderful right? Especially since all I ever do with my time is write, draw, play piano, and play video games. I mean I don't know what to do with myself lately. It sucks, especially at night when its worse.
Tomorrow I should find out why I'm having these pains. The doctors are testing for different forms of arthritis and auto immune diseases that attack the joints. So yeah.

Neglect:
Due to this pain I've been neglecting Deviant. I know, sorry. But even typing this up was hell. (And probably not good for recovery.)I hope it ends soon so I may return with vengeance.

Ants:
They're EVERYWHERE. In my bathroom, on my desk, on my floor, in my bed. My room has been twice as spotless as usual and I'm vaccuming every three days in hopes they'll leave me alone. No such luck so far.

Now I'm off to kill some more... they're on my desk again.

So yeah... just realized my birthday is a little over a week away. I wonder if I should celebrate it. (I didn't last year.) I'm getting old. =_= My age of 16 felt a little wasted. But I won't get on that rant. Here comes 17 and nothing I can do will stop it. I hate getting older.

So I have a roleplay account on deviant. The reason I tell you this is because all my Baccano fan-art will be posted there from now on. Double posting is annoying. So if you ever want to take a peek, here's the link to it- [link]

Now I'm going back to working on that lab rp with Sammy. Damn we've written a lot.